Duckling, Ugly
Have you ever thought of how it feels like to be with someone you love? I’ve always dreamt of things like that. The first magical moment of drawing our eyes together. The first hi and hello’s. I’ve always fantasized of meeting my prince charming. The one who will readily sweep me off my feet. but, as I ponder and ruminate on those things, I can’t help but ask why it took him so long. Up until now, I haven’t found the very boy who will make me happy. Who will treat me like a princess and protect me with all his majesty. I sometimes envy those girls who can have any boy she wants. Like from the first look, would doodle away and act like a puppy.
Not that I wanted it to be like that. Whenever I look in the mirror, I see an image of blissful lass, but somehow, when I closely look at it, I see an image of a little girl who longs to be loved. Who longs to be treated with magnificence and gentleness? I don’t want to think it this way, but it often comes to my mind, am I that unpretty?! Am I that unattractive or is there something wrong with my personality, that those things hinder him from looking at me as a lady. I’ve always been on the average, on the mundane and I’ve been hidden in my shell for quite some time. At times, I see nothing special in me. That I’m nobody and that nothing would change if I will be free. But then, I may be considered as one of those ugly ducklings, someway and somehow, I could turn out to be the most beautiful swan you’ll ever see.
